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Letter Concerning
Her Pink Cactus
Sidonie-Gabrielle Colette
(1873 - 1954)
At
the age of twenty, Colette Landoy married a prominent literary critic
in Paris, Henri Gauthier-Villars, who persuaded her to write novels and
then signed them with his own name. Parisians loved the "Claudine"
series, as the books came to be known, but Colette suffered immensely
in the marriage and eventually left Gauthier-Villars to begin writing
under her own name. For almost fifty years she published one novel after
another as well as essays and literary criticism. By the end of her life
she was revered as "The Great Lady" of French literature. A
few readers have begun to notice her spirituality, especially in relation
to the beauty of nature, as in this remarkable letter written the year
before she died, which honors a plant's blossoming as a divine epiphany.
-- Mary Ford-Grabowsky
Monsieur,
You invited me to visit you for a week, which means that I would be near
my daughter, whom I adore. You who live with her know how rarely I see
her, how much her presence delights me, and I am touched that you should
ask me to come to see her. All the same, I am not going to accept your
kind invitation,
for the time being at any rate. The reason is that my pink cactus is probably
going to flower. It is a very rare plant that was given to me and I am
told that in our climate it blossoms only once every four years. Now I
am already a very old woman, and if I went away when my pink cactus is
about to flower, I am certain that I shouldn't ever see it flower.
So I beg you, Sir, to accept my sincere thanks and my regrets, together
with my kind regards.
-- Sidonie Colette, née Landoy
"If you can just appreciate each thing, one by one, then you will
have pure gratitude. Even though you observe just one flower, that one flower
includes everything."
-- Shunryu Suzuki Roshi
Additional reading:
Sacred Voices: Essential Women's Wisdom Through the
Ages, edited by Mary Ford-Grabowsky
(San Francisco: HarperSanFrancisco, 2002).
Reprinted here with the kind permission of Mary Ford-Grabowsky. |