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Bd. Julian
of Norwich (1342-1416) Mystic by Robert Ellsberg
“As truly as God is our Father, so truly is God our Mother. Our Father wills, our Mother works, our good Lord the Holy Spirit confirms.” The late fourteenth century was a time of terrible upheaval. With the Black Plague, the Hundred Years War, and the crisis of church authority occasioned by the long papal schism, Europe was burdened by an atmosphere of anxiety. Intense concern about the prospects for personal salvation, coupled with doubts about the efficacy of the church and its prescribed channels of spirituality, led to a proliferation of new forms of religious expression. Much of the new spirituality emerged from lay people aspiring to lives of holiness outside of conventional religious orders. The yearning for a personal, experiential faith contributed to a flowering of nonmonastic Christian mysticism. Fourteenth-century England produced as significant number of mystical classics, written in the vernacular, often by lay people living as solitaries, and addressed to other lay people seeking a more intimate relationship with God. The Showings of Julian of Norwich is one – and perhaps the greatest – of these works. We know little of Julian's biography; her name itself is uncertain, possibly being taken from the church of St. Julian in Norwich, to which she attached herself in her later life as an enclosed anchoress. As an anchoress, she would have been literally sealed in a dwelling attached to the wall of a church. Her cell would have allowed a view of the church interior, as well as an outside window for the delivery of food and the reception of visitors seeking spiritual counsel. She may also have enjoyed a garden and companionship of a cat. Otherwise her life was devoted to prayer and reflection. What may today seem like an extreme form of rejection of the world was recognized in her own time as serving an important social function. In any case, her writings testify to the profound love and compassion that were the fruit of her solitary existence. As for other details of her life we are entirely dependent on the testimony of her Showings. Thus we learn that she was born in 1342. At some point in her youth she prayed that she might be granted three graces: recollection of Christ's passion; bodily sickness; and “three wounds” of contrition, compassion, and longing for God. Her prayer was answered at the age of thirty when she fell so seriously ill that she was given the last rites of the church. She did not die, but as she lay gazing on a crucifix, she experienced sixteen distinct revelations concerning Christ's passion, after which her sickness left her completely. She recorded these revelations in two versions written some twenty years apart. In Julian's first revelation she beholds Christ's crown of thorns, the effects of which are described with clinical exactness: “the red blood running down from under the crown, hot and flowing freely and copiously, a living stream.” Yet this vision, while “hideous and fearful,” is also “sweet and lovely.” This unexpected conjunction of her adjectives underlines the most distinctive quality of Julian's work. For her the cross becomes a source not of terror and anguish but of consolation, a sign of Christ's “friendliness” and extreme “courtesy.” In that the one who is highest has assumed the point reserved for the lowest, God pays the honor of a king who condescends to familiarity with a servant. Physically she sees a bleeding head. Spiritually she sees into the depth of God's love and goodness. This single vision proves an extraordinarily rich soil, yielding reflection on a range of theological issues, including the value of creation, the power of atonement, and the impotence of evil. Creation amounts to no more than a hazelnut in the hand of God. Physically it is nothing. But spiritually its value is measured against God's love and the price God has paid for it in blood. Thus, to gaze into the heart of darkness itself is to enter the mysterious immensity of God's goodness. The smaller our value the greater is God's love. For all its weakness and sin, God suffered for this world; Christ's blood was its price. And in the end God's suffering is turned to joy. For our Creator, who is also our Protector, is also our Lover, working good through all manner of things. The logic of joy and mercy is predetermined even before Christ suffered his crown of thorns. We are “soul and body, clad and enclosed in the goodness of God.” There are many themes in Julian's writings that speak directly to the heart of contemporary spirituality. Among these is her frequent recourse to feminine images of God. Jesus, she says, is our true Mother, who bears us in the womb of his love and nourishes us with his own flesh. Throughout her writings, the affirmation of the goodness of creation and her stress on the beauty, friendliness, and love of God contrast sharply with a theology that lays stress on the anger and omnipotent judgment of God over a sinful world. Julian did not directly address the major political and ecclesial
crises. But it cannot be said that she was remote from the concerns
of her day. In an age of anxious uncertainty, Christians were desperate
to seek assurances of salvation, of the meaning of suffering, and
of the power and goodness of God. Julian's answers spoke directly
to these issues. Her central insight was that the God who created
us out of love and who redeemed us by suffering love, also sustains
us and wills to be united with us in the end. This love, and not
sin, fundamentally determines our existence. Evil has no independent
status; whatever we may suffer, God has already suffered. “The
worst,” as she noted, “has already happened and been
repaired.” As for our suffering in this life, insofar as we
share Christ's passion we may look forward as well to sharing
his joy in heaven. Thus she could say, in her most famous and characteristic
words, “All shall be well, all shall be well, and all manner
of things shall be well.”
Sincere thanks to Robert Ellsberg for permission to use this chapter from his book All Saints: Daily Reflections on Saints, Prophets, and Witnesses From Our Time. "Since soon after it came out; I have used this book for daily spiritual reading and still find it inspiring." Br. David Additional reading: | ||||||||||||||||||||
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